Its back.

The feeling, that I felt last time was a year ago..
Its comeback.. it began to corrupt my mind.. shot my lounge everytime I think about my mistake. I began to think that everything I did is all wrong. The wheele is rolling, and kept rolling. I was on the top for sometime, until I fell down because my ego.

The songs are no longer effecting my mind.
The movies just passing by on my mind.
Everybodies smiles was just another pain.

And the spirit is just like a poison, vain.

The words worth nothing. The eyes just want to shut for a while and open in past time.

another songs, is just killing me. Another chance is all I need.

Another fail is just like an end of my life.

Another words is just like more vain.

Things will be change, I believe..
but not in a better way..
because If its start again..it will be another new story with a bad beginning..

a bad beginning that I have to remember all the time of my life..

a shot on my lounge..

a pain in my eyes and my mouth...

a vain..

words, now is just a vain..